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  Loren looked at Nancy, who was already looking at her.

  “So, what’s that about?” Loren asked nervously.

  “I’m into kink. I identify as a Mommy Domme. I like to have a submissive who I can take care of,” Nancy said in an almost clinical way as she tried not to scare Loren off. Nancy was already surprised at how long Loren had stayed after seeing the nursery. She knew Loren was a runner. From the stories Loren had shared with her over the years, Nancy was sure she would have been out the door by now.

  “Oh. That’s cool,” Loren said nodding as she spoke trying to be at ease.

  “Loren. You don’t need to feel uncomfortable; it’s not meant for you. You should know by now you can trust me. As if I’d do anything to you,” Nancy said as she stood up and paused the movie. She came over and sat next to Loren, happy she didn’t flinch at the closeness but very aware she was forcing herself not to.

  “Am I not what you like? I get it, like, not many people want me like long-term,” Loren asked, looking down, wanting more than anything for Nancy not to say it was because Loren was unappealing. Nancy took Loren’s hands in hers and kissed them, meeting her surprised eyes and holding contact.

  “You are stunning, but I’m not a monster sweet girl. I can see you’re hurting and I wouldn’t get off on using your pain just to get what I want,” Nancy said as she stroked Loren’s hands with her thumbs.

  “I wish you would,” Loren said quietly as a tear rolled down her cheek looking away ashamed. She looked up at Nancy with her aqua green eyes filled with tears.

  “I wish you were a monster like everyone else and I wish you would just take me how you wanted to,” Loren repeated as she broke away from Nancy and walked out the door.

  Chapter 4

  Loren stayed away from the diner for months. She would see Nancy as she crossed the street to walk to work or when she came home, but she didn’t go into the diner. She had lost a bit of weight since she stopped eating pie and decided that it was for the best. Nancy had seen her too. Out the back of the diner where she would occasionally have a cigarette, Nancy could watch Loren work out in the park. Her healthy, slender body dripping in sweat glistening in the midday sun made Nancy wet thinking of what she would do with her.

  On a cold winter’s afternoon, Loren had left work early to come home. She was frustrated with how the clients treated her and decided to go for a run to blow off some steam. Turning the corner towards home, she noticed a large group of men walking towards her. As she was about to pass the diner, she put her head down and hoped they wouldn’t say anything to her.

  “Oh hello beautiful,” one man jeered, grabbing his dick and biting his bottom lip.

  “Give us a smile,” another one said as he blocked Loren’s path, refusing to let her pass. They began to circle her, and as she frantically looked for an escape, she locked eyes with Nancy. Nancy saw Loren’s scared eyes through the frosted window, and it made her blood boil. She came storming out in the middle of winter in just her gray woolen dress, her 6’4“ height taking the men by surprise. She grabbed the closest one she could find and pulled him back, making him fall onto the cold hard ground.

  “Get the fuck away from her,” she yelled as she reached in and grabbed Loren’s hand, pulling her into a warm embrace before turning her around and pushing her into the diner. Nancy didn’t say a word but led Loren to the back room and wrapped her large jacket around Loren’s shivering body.

  “Thanks, it’s OK, I’ll go,” Loren said as she stood to leave.

  “Sit,” Nancy commanded in a voice Loren had never heard before. Wide-eyed Loren involuntarily sat.

  “You aren’t going anywhere you hear me. We have played this game long enough. You said you wanted me. Well, you’ve got me, which means you’re going to do exactly as I say, understood?” Nancy said sternly as she handed Loren a cup of warm cocoa.

  “OK Nancy,” Loren said softly, looking into the cup at the small pink marshmallows bobbing in the warm liquid. Nancy smiled in satisfaction and came to sit beside Loren. She wrapped her arm around the smaller girl, and Loren sighed and gave in, resting her head on Nancy’s full breast.

  “I’ve missed you,” Loren said quietly, surrender in the voice, melting Nancy’s heart.

  “I have never…it’s only ever been bad… I don’t know what I’m supposed to do. I don’t want to make you mad,” Loren nervously stammered.

  “I know you’ve been a big girl for so long, but Mommy’s here now, and I’m going to take care of you,” Nancy reassured Loren as she stroked her cheek with her other hand.

  “I’ve read about contracts and stuff,” Loren tried to say as Nancy gently placed her thumb in Loren’s mouth to silence her.

  “Didn’t I just say to let Mommy take care of it? We are sitting in a broom cupboard baby, this is not the time to be writing contracts,” Nancy replied, getting wetter than she had been in months.

  “Sorry, Mommy,” Loren softly replied as she continued sucking Nancy’s thumb. Nancy smiled with satisfaction; it hadn’t taken Loren any time at all to start calling her Mommy instead of Nancy. She just needs love; she’s perfectly trainable, Nancy thought to herself.

  “Drink that, and I’ll take you home. I’ve finished for the day,” Nancy said, taking her thumb out of Loren’s mouth so that she could drink the last of her cocoa.

  Nancy loved that Loren reached for her hand as they made their way to Loren’s apartment. She let Loren open the door and followed Loren inside. She had been inside Loren’s apartment multiple times before, but never like this. Seeing that Loren didn’t know what to do or what headspace to be in, Nancy called her over. She patted the spot on the couch next to her and tilted her head, telling Loren all she needed to know as she quickly walked over and sat down.

  “So here it is sweetheart. I know you have your big fancy job. I respect that. Hell, I’m glad you’ve been able to support yourself for so long and so well. I’m not going to uproot your whole life, just yet. When do you think you could stay at my house? I want to start with making sure we want the same basics,” Nancy said while holding a shivering Loren. The house was warm, but Loren was nervous.

  “I finish work at 6. I don’t do anything after that. Sometimes there’s a gala or something, but I’ve gotten out of going before. I can stay tonight, what basics?” Loren said cautiously.

  “You don’t have to get out of those events unless you want to. Work is work, sweetheart; everyone’s got to eat. OK good, we can see how tonight goes and take it from there. Basics like, make sure we want the same things dynamically, sexually, and emotionally. It’s just like a trail to see if we mesh,” Nancy explained.

  “OK, Mommy,” she said as she melted into Nancy’s big loving arms. Before jumping up suddenly as she had a thought.

  “So, sex?” Loren asked.

  “What about it?” Nancy laughed.

  “Well, do I still get it?” Loren questioned.

  “I’ll fuck you when I want you. If you’re lucky and you do what I ask, when and how I want something done baby girl I might even use it as a reward. Your pussy is mine now, and if I’m not happy with you, you can stay in chastity all month-long for all I care,” Nancy answered, rubbing Loren’s pussy through her workout tights. Loren made soft, breathless sounds as she closed her eyes and let Nancy continued to rub her, feeling her caress get firmer and a finger poke her pussy through her tights made Loren flinch backward.

  “Don’t run from me baby,” Nancy said lovingly but with a clear warning. Loren held her breath and slowly moved back to where Nancy’s hand was, letting her touch what she wanted to touch. Before long Loren was breathing shallow and fast. Just as she was about to cum, Nancy stopped, and Loren opened her eyes, compliant written in her eyes. Loren had already learned it was better to stay quiet than to complain to Nancy.

  “You aren’t allowed to cum just yet princess,” Nancy said as she got up and pulled Loren up with her. They went into Loren’s bedroom and packed the clothes she would need f
or the night and next morning. Nancy opened Loren’s pantry and looked at the sugary foods she had stockpiled.

  “How you keep that little body of yours while pumping it with this shit I will never know. You’re going to be very moody as I wean you off this crap,” Nancy said, looking at Loren and reaching out to feel her little waist.

  “Well, yeah. I don’t know. I eat what tastes good,” Loren said. Nancy looked at her and smiled wickedly.

  “No, you haven’t, but you’re about to,” Nancy said as she leaned against Loren’s kitchen table and slowly spread her legs.

  “Here, now,” Nancy commanded as she clicked her fingers to the floor where she wanted Loren. Obediently Loren knelt before Nancy and ran her hands under Nancy’s dress.

  “Make Mommy happy baby girl,” Nancy said as Loren pulled down her panties and saw Nancy’s perfect pussy for the first time. Her lips were full and puffy, with a thick strip of black hair that stopped just before her clit which pushed out eagerly. Nancy watched as Loren took it all in and smiled with satisfaction and desire.

  “Kiss me there, baby,” Nancy directed, mesmerizing Loren. She quickly dived on Nancy’s pussy and kissed her lips, parting them with her tongue as she breathed through her mouth. She sucked on her clit and felt Nancy’s hand come under her dress and hold Loren’s head there. Moaning and gently fucking Loren’s face. Loren flicked her tongue over Nancy’s flick and then sucked it hard, enjoying the feeling of Nancy becoming wetter as juices pressed against her mouth. Nancy was right; she did taste sweet.

  “Yes, good girl,” Nancy moaned as she came loudly, shaking as she squirted into Loren’s mouth, making her choke at the unexpected liquid flowing down her throat.

  “I’m sorry little girl,” Nancy said as she heard Loren coughing.

  “Did Mommy cum down that pretty little throat of yours?” Nancy asked as she picked Loren up and made her straddle one of her thighs. She rubbed Loren’s back and patted her firmly, and Loren snuggled into Nancy’s breasts and sucked her thumb.

  “Yes, Mommy,” Loren said, trying not to cough.

  “I liked it though Mommy,” quickly followed as Loren became nervous she would upset Nancy by coughing.

  “Good sweetheart, Mommy liked it too,” Nancy said, picking Loren up like the baby she was and carried her to the couch. She sat down and placed Loren on her lap.

  “I hope you’ve got a hungry tummy baby girl,” Nancy said as she took off her dress revealing two massive breasts. Loren’s eyes grew wide as she saw Nancy’s breasts overflow out of her bra and was even happier when Nancy took her off. Her nipples were hard and thick, perfect for sucking. Loren nodded and smiled as Nancy took her thumb out of her mouth and replaced it with her nipple, pushing into Loren’s mouth by the weight of her heavy breast.

  “Suck little one, let’s fill that little tummy of yours,” Nancy said as warm milk flowed into Loren’s mouth much to her surprise. She tried to pull away surprised that Nancy’s breasts were full of milk, but Nancy held her breast firmly to Loren’s lips, keeping her head in place with her other hand.

  “Don’t get fussy now baby girl. Mommy doesn’t want to have to spank you,” Nancy said warningly. Loren stopped squirming and opened her mouth wide as Nancy squirted milk into her pretty mouth. After a while, Loren held Nancy’s breast in her hands, and Nancy stroked her tummy, enjoy seeing the slight swelling of it being filled. The night was setting in, and Nancy knew she wanted Loren in the nursery before she got too sleepy. She could see Loren’s eyes fluttering shut as she looked up at Nancy who was aware there was still the matter of bathing and diapering Loren before she could let her fall asleep.

  “That’s enough, sweetheart,” Nancy said warmly as she took Loren’s hands off her and put her dress back on. Loren frowned slightly, her lips forming a cute pout. Not the bratty kind Nancy hated but the sweet, sleepy kind. She picked up Loren’s bags and led her out the door.

  Chapter 5

  “Go to the bathroom baby, Mommy will run a bath for you in a minute,” Nancy said as they entered her home. Loren nodded sleepily and headed to the bathroom. After Nancy put her bags in her room, she walked down the hallway and saw Loren was standing in the middle of the room, sucking her thumb and clutching her bunny by the ear.

  “Come here, baby,” Nancy said as she opened her arms to Loren who practically fell into them. Nancy held Loren up as she undressed her and ran her a bath. Nancy liked that Loren became doe-eyed and non-verbal when she was sleepy rather than the bratty hyperactive girls she had in the past. She washed Loren’s small, thin body and made her giggle when she rubbed her between her legs. Helping Loren out of the bath she dried her. Nancy led her to the nursery and felt her hand being pulled back as Loren stopped promptly.

  “What is it little one?” Nancy asked, slightly concerned. Loren looked as afraid as she had the first time she had seen it. It had not been six hours since Nancy had claimed Loren as her own and the thought that maybe she was rushing Loren only crossed her mind now.

  “I don’t think I like this. I don’t want to dress in lame baby clothes. I’m too cool for those; it’s not my style,” Loren whispered into Nancy’s ear.

  “No? What is your style then baby because you haven’t even seen what I have for you,” Nancy asked as she sat down on the floor and pulled Loren down to sit in her lap.

  “Wait, what, you’ve got me things? You’ve planned this?” Loren asked as she stopped playing with Nancy’s hair.

  “Ever since you walked out on me little one, did you think Mommy was going to give you up that easily?” Nancy asked, holding Loren’s hand firmly in place, making Loren’s stomach tighten. Loren thought back to that day and remembered how Nancy said the nursery wasn’t for her.

  “But you said it wasn’t for me,” she stated, looking at Nancy for an explanation.

  “It wasn’t, but it is now,” Nancy replied, rubbing over the front of Loren’s sports tights.

  “Please, can I just have a t-shirt and panties?” Loren asked, her eyes begging.

  “Please Mommy,” Nancy corrected patting Loren’s pussy firmly making her jump.

  “Please, Mommy, just a t-shirt and panties,” Loren begged.

  “I’ll compromise on a t-shirt, but you’ll wear a diaper pretty baby, you don’t wear big girl panties when you are not at work,” Nancy said as she stood up and lifted Loren on the changing table. Loren looked around trying to focus on something, on anything. She wanted this, badly. But how could she give in to it? It was like Nancy knew what she was thinking about as she soothed Loren’s worried mind.

  “You will love this little one. I know you will. You’ll be Mommy’s cute little girl, don’t you want that?” Nancy asked stroking Loren’s forehead until she stopped frowning.

  “Yes, Mommy, but what if I feel silly,” Loren asked honestly.

  “No one is going to see you, baby, no one is going to think you look silly, I certainly don't think you look silly. You don’t like to be picked on, do you, sweetie?” Nancy asked, noting that humiliating Loren was off the table. Over the years, she had learned a lot about the type of things Loren liked; the concept of humiliation never came up.

  “OK, Mommy,” Loren replied nervously as she scrunched up her toes. Nancy gave her a fluffy pink blanket to snuggle into and pushed a white pacifier into her mouth and kissed her cheeks before she powered Loren for the first time. Tightening the diaper around her small waist, Nancy felt proud to have a baby girl as adorable as Loren. ‘Mine at last,’ Nancy thought, remembering who she had watched Loren over the years and pictured her just like this, lying there finally dependent on her. Sitting Loren up, she looked down to touch the diaper, running her hands over the crinkly plastic material. Nancy smiled as she walked to the cupboard and let Loren choose out of two t-shirts, something she would never have allowed another baby do. But she figured if allowing Loren have half a say in what she wore was going to keep her happy and Nancy’s baby, it was worth the compromise. Loren smiled and pointed to a dark mar
oon shirt, and Nancy took out a plain white cotton diaper cover and black knee-high socks. She liked how tight the diaper cover was and rubbed Loren’s pussy through the padding admiring how sweet she looked as she squirmed with the new sensation.

  “Give me your little feet. I don’t want you to get cold leggys baby,” Nancy said as she rolled up the socks.

  “There, come here, princess,” Nancy said as she opened her arms and lifted Loren on the changing table. At 5’6" and only 60kg, Loren was easy for Nancy to carry. Nancy patted Loren’s padded bottom as she took her to the living room floor. She placed Loren gently down, passed her her blankie and bunny and turned on a movie she knew Loren would love before going to have a shower. When Nancy came out of the shower, Loren was wrapped up in her blankie and fast asleep, her paci lying next to her. Nancy smiled and went to the fridge to make something for dinner. As she cooked, she looked over at her sweet girl stirring in her sleep. Probably getting used to the new noises and the smell of a real meal, Nancy thought to herself. She brought her dinner over to the sofa and picked Loren up and placed her on the couch. Nancy turned on the TV and rubbed Loren’s back while she ate. Just before Nancy finished her meal, Loren sleepily stirred and woke herself up with a fright.

  “It’s OK baby girl, you’re safe, you’re at my house,” Nancy said lovingly as Loren looked around the room almost teary eyed. She turned her head until she found Nancy and crawled to her.

  “You want to cuddle with Mommy?” Nancy said she put Loren’s pacifier back into her mouth. As Loren nodded yes, Nancy moved her plate out the way and wrapped Loren in her arms as Loren’s tummy grumbled.